... I had to trust people to survive. Kinda like here- and once I was forced to be around people I started to... you know, see them again. See that I wasn't the only person that mattered. It was rough. I almost didn't manage it and... Alice has taken some of it. But I remember enough for now.

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If I start acting like a jerk suddenly- uhm... don't hate me too much for it. I won't be able to help it. If she takes all of that away from me.